My Own Very Living Hell in the Florida Family Court System!

       3/15/2022                               Show #49

Tonight's Guest Is Mary,

A young mom of a perfect little 3 year old daughter, she has gone through the 12 step program and is now in recovery from the disease of addiction.  This is also where she met the father of her daughter and also her ex-fiance.

I suffer from endometriosis and accept the fact that I have a less than 30% chance of getting pregnant. Well,  plot twist, the first time my ex. and I slept together I got pregnant. During my pregnancy, He cheated on me the week we found out I was pregnant, and the female posted texts and proof of the affair on social media and tagged us in it for the entire world to see. This should’ve been the first sign: to this day he still denies he cheated. So I sucked it up because I was pregnant with our child and although there was no apology, I wanted to make sure our baby grew up in a happy loving home. He leeched right onto my family, especially my parents. He had my parent’s pay his fines to get his license back (almost $2,000), he proposed to me when I said a million times to not propose while I am pregnant because we do not need to get married just because we are having a baby in front of both our families and Facebook live. I would sleep on the couch in my 3rd trimester because of his snoring and he didn’t mind that I was the one sleeping on a couch the size of a whale. I have more pictures in my phone of Him holding our daughter than of myself who endured the 57 hours of labor. The only picture I have when they placed her on my chest was from myself taking the picture.

Fast forward to planning the wedding and non stop panic attacks and me never being in love with him ever, just thinking this was God’s will, I ended our engagement and for the first time left an abuser. At this time the abuse was verbal, emotional, controlling and three physically abusive incidents.

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