No Not Now I Don't Want It

Not now not today I am not ready for any of this and I don't want it. How many times have we felt this way and we dread doing what we feel we don't want to do. As we force ourselves to do this unwanted thing it comes out it has been the best thing we could have ever done in our life. Humans hate the unknown and not feelig in control but, many times we must give way to the unknown and it ends up a plus  for us. We need to learn how to do this with the things and ways that God moves in our lives.