Do you often plague by inner forces which threaten your emotive control

You have seen people alone, a few of them and then small proups, and large crowd. Now just think of their various manifestations, do you think most of them are sane and having purposeful calculous of the things they are thinking, saying or doing. Now thr U.S. TV networks that feature programs of crime, and when you observe people involved in com mitting crimes-- do you often think they have to be under drugs, or possessed by demons. I have been checking out  my own mind, and what  brings me to the brink of emotive that I don't want to be part of, however it feels like there is nothing else available for me to feel preoccupied in doing. I realize that my feelings lyning to me, and that there is something else going on inside of me that I need knowledge about. Is there evil spirit or spirits bothering me, as I think is happening to many people.